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I am worn out!

Clavin June
2 min readSep 17, 2020

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This post is not tech-related as I always write, but I thought I better write this one.

Photo by Cris Saur on Unsplash

I think we all agree that this pandemic scrapes away our mental health gradually, or at least what it does to me. Though I am working from home, it’s quite worse than working at the office except for the health concern.

I wake up every morning, get shits done, code, eat, research, read documentation, meetings, and back to sleep in the same room. Yep, just like an inmate with a good job in jail.

I even subscribe to Netflix and Disney+ expecting they entertain me. But that’s not enough. I became a co-host in my colleague podcast, relearned my Japanese skills, started doing simple work out, and it makes me more and more exhausted.

I know I am bored as hell, but with this Coronavirus thing I can’t easily go out. Or maybe the right words are “I can’t even go out at all”. I try to maintain my diet, so I don’t overeat with all these stresses.

On the other hand, my government didn’t do anything good to handle this pandemic. Though I have already saved piles of money to travel abroad, people from my country are getting banned to travel because of that. Of course, I don’t just blame govt. People of this country don’t even give a shit about this pandemic situation.

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Clavin June
Clavin June

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